| so i havent been witing in here much!..i used to write all the time i guess i just get really busy and forget..demonettes is goin perty good..i really like it and the girls are uber nice ( most of the time ) :p..im excited for this weekend dude!..its the 4th of july!..rawk on..theres always hotties at the lake! yay..im really nervous tho, we have tryouts for the camp routine (demonettes) on tuesday..i hope i make it, i really wanna!..i think i got most of it down but there are some parts that im just not good at..im gonna work on it and hopefully i get it..lately i havent been thinkin much about anything besides dance..i dont have a bf.. and thats okay with me i spose :p..but i kno im gonna want one soon..ooh!..im also gettin a perty good tan :D..im happy..cept my akward burns :p..if any of u guys get busy this summer stop by raging rivers and see me!..im out..later!(L) |
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| Its been a freakishly long time since i wrote in here..well what can i say, i got busy. Not much has happend, im still single and dont really care anymore, everyone is okay no fights so far. i cant wait theres like 7 days of school left!..our freshman trip is this week too!.were going to minneapolis! yay!..im so excited, hopefully i have good people on my bus cuz that would rawk even harder!..last week me n kita and ben and jen lee made a video in spanish!..well it was for spanish class so we kinda had to but still it was awesome..on friday i was in the parade and saw many people that i knew!it was cool..im doing really well cuz i havent been depressed for a long time..even tho like 2 weeks ago i cut..idk why i did i just got bored and felt like doing it..im not gonna get on that topic cuz it will make me do it and i dont wanna so im gonna write bout somethign else..hmm...well i cant really thing bout much more..i'll try to write in here before school is out..that probably wont happen..but u never kno!:P |
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| well today me and judy talked again..her and I are getting perty close..or so i feel that way..shes one of the very few ppl that i actually trust..i mean i trust a lot of ppl but i just really like talking to her..she understands all the crap ive gone thru and am going thru..today danio got into our convo..we were talking bout sex and doing stuff with the opposite sex and dicks and just other junk like that..danio is actually not a bad person to talk to..
after school i came home and i ate something adn felt like shit so i went to take a nap on my futon and it was really comfortable and i woke up to laura calling me..i didnt wanna take the call but i was happy i did..tomorrow i have to have a talk with rachael cuz shes telling laura that im saying this crap about her that im not!..but its not a huge deal so thats a good thing..
today i feel fat..i ate a whole bunch at lunch..(that rhymed!)...but yeah and i just ate more..and i just feel so effing fat!..im not gonna eat much tomorrow to make up for all the shit i ate today..well im gonna go finish up my convo's then try to work out a bit before dance starts..luv u all! |
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| i hate having to be happy on the outside but depressed on the inside..pretending to be happy sux..things are all good at with friends..but guys just suck..im so confused..i found out clifton used to like me alot..and im over jesse now..but now i sorta like casey and he likes a dif chick..i wanna slice up my arms so bad to relieve all this shit but i cant cuz i have comp in a week and i cant have cuts on my arms and i kno id regret it after i did it cuz it wouldnt heal in time..well judy just asked casey what he thought bout me and he said i was okay..grr..today sucked really bad!..i just want it to be the weekend..omg..this shit sucks!!!!..well im leaving i cant write anymore
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today..drama is perty much over at our table..i guess its never quite over but its perty much over..for now that is..today was a good day..cept for the fact i woke up a half hour late..but it was still okay..today was a A day...i hate A days..but this day wasnt that bad..me n judy talked alot:P..we always do but it was really fun todya..Casey asked me to go to his house..and then for the rest of the class him and danio stayed but me n judy...i think Casey and Sara broke up..im not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing..but oh well..i got to kno Casey today and he's really cool...we have some things in common which is nifty..but im going to lesve now..so i'll write to u guys later |
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